My weekend.

I started to write this blog....and I noticed there is something I do not know how to do.

I am wanting to write about what I am learning with God. When I start writing it though, I use "Him & He" and so on....it feels really weird. How do I say this?

By grace....I am washed clean. Loved for who I am. I am small compared to Him and His Love for me. But as I write this, "He" is here. My One, my lover, my friend, my Transcendent God.

I am learning to walk with Him....continuously in my prayers, all day....trying to do all things out of Love for him, constantly in His presence. So that is the problem. I write about what I am learning about God. In this perspective as if He is not sitting right beside me, talking with me, loving on me, enjoying me, washing me head to toe in His grace.

He is showing me all of these things. I am tempted to change my blog to "Our Adventures," not just mine. I am doing this with Him, now, being loved and deeply rooted in my soul with joy because of Him.

This is where me, Jesus, Holy Spirit, and the Father are at. He is showing me lots of things, and I am trying to learn and take it in. He is patient....I am in a rush and stubborn. He is gentle, and I am prideful and competitive. He shows me humility and I roll my eyes. He shows me His creation and I ignore it because I am to busy. He shows me something He finds wonderful and I don't even notice it.

How I can't wait to go deeper with you God. To know your secrets. To see your beauty and not to rush through things. I need your help God, I can not do this on my own. I need your grace to strengthen me and push me forward. I am willing and surrendered to you. Thank you for this crazy love.