yup

The Joy of the Lord is my strength. Oh my Strength, I will watch for you.....

I don't want to be complacent. I don't want my experiences to be a mountain top experience.

I am in your hands O Lord. You are my Strength. You will never abandon me. I will worship you. I will stay steadfast. Even when its hard.

At the moment I hate being home. I feel like I have no purpose. No direction. No sense of being. Its real. Its culture shock. Its spiritual attacks. Its now. But God is bigger than that.

I would still love to have your prayers.

God, you are more of a reality than anything else.